Are you real

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As we came to a lull in our lovemaking and
she leaned forward,
I put my lips close to her ear lobe and licking it,
speaking into a headwind of sensual pleasure
that seemed to snatch the words from my mouth,
said,
“Dearest,
I know I shouldn’t,
but I have to ask you this.
I don’t claim any right to know,
of course,
but after these few wonderful days
…I feel…darling,
forgive me,
I love you and always will…
but please tell me the truth.
Are you real?”

Düssel… Ian McEwan

Farewell

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As the sun sets slowly in the west
we bid a fond farewell
to all the friends we’ve made..
and,
with a touch of melancholy,
we look forward to the time when we will all be together again.

From: lost in love movie

Rumi

I choose to love you in silence…
For in silence I find no rejection,

I choose to love you in loneliness…
For in loneliness no one owns you but me,

I choose to adore you from a distance…
For distance will shield me from pain,

I choose to kiss you in the wind…
For the wind is gentler than my lips,

I choose to hold you in my dreams…
For in my dreams, you have no end.

Rumi

The question is how to check you really love someone?

Oh Toronto

 
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Oh Toronto I leave you now
With you somewhere in the distance
As usual far away
With all of my asking
did not cross the line in the sand

You carried us in our world of dreams
With you eyes focus forward
Strong on your decisions
That you made months ago

You talk and talk about love
But not to be a lover
I showed you the wind and leafs
And their beautiful dance
Asked you to come and dance with me
You smiled and did not say yes

I showed you the water and the dam
How they danced around each other
Sometimes
Smooth like a laminar flow
Sometimes
Fighting like the way you dance

In my dream
I touch you
Curve after curve
Line after line
When you were looking at the waterfall
I touch where the lines and curves merges so beautifully
With hope of you remembering how to dance

I showed you the birds
Following each other
In love
In hope that you remember
Our dance

We walked and talked
We talked and walked
I asked you to plant a tree there
When I am gone
With a writing that

In memory of him
He is gone
He loved me too much
But he was constrainted
I understand that
He was my chopol

We walked back
We drove back toward the dancing towers
Reminding me on how beautiful you dance

You let me discover the softness of your skin
You let me to touch the flowerbed
I could not see the color
But could feel the warmth
I could put my finger under the line
And feel feel the curve

Then you are gone
I am left in this city alone
All by myself

Oh Toronto I leave you now
With you somewhere in the distance
As usual far away
With all of my asking
did not cross the line in the sand

Moon

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I Brought You the Moon
I love you so much that I brought you the Moon.
Please take it before this tree becomes more interested.
Also the Moon is heavier than I thought.
And I foolishly picked it up by the hot side by mistake.
But it is for you.

APOD.
April 01, 2018

Story

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I am a wanderer in this cold desert
I have figured a way
To write our story line
And call it what I want

Got to write on my own
Got to feel it now
We’re stuck in a circle
When we’re trying to run

Got to write on my own
Got to feel it now
We’re stuck in a circle
And trying to run

Been hoping for a reason
Been begging for a change
The rhythm of the music
Is calling out my name

So I ask you to peeled off your constraints
Learn to breathe again
No need to fear and no need for an advice
To start it again

Going to leave on my own
Going to feel it now
Right out of my circle
Want to live and run

Going to leave on my own
Going to feel it now
Right out of my circle
Want to live and run

Been hoping for a reason
Been begging for a change
The rhythm of my music
Is calling out my name

Been hoping for a reason
Been begging for change
The rhythm of my music
Is calling out my name

Based on

Geoffrey- wondered -2018

Listen

Dont’ leave me

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Dont’ leave me
You have to forget
Everything can be forgotten
That is flying away already
Forget the time
The misunderstandings
And the time that was lost
Trying to understand how
These hours can be forgotten
Those that are killing sometimes
With whys that hurt like punches
The heart of happiness

Don’t leave me
Don’t leave me
Don’t leave me
Don’t leave me

I will offer you
Pearls made of rain
Coming from countries
Where it never rains
I will work the earth
Until I die
To cover your body
With gold and light
I will create a kingdom for you
Where love will be the king
Where love will be the law
Where you will be the queen

Don’t leave me
Don’t leave me
Don’t leave me
Don’t leave me

I will invent for you
Meaningless words
That you will understand
I will speak to you
Of these lovers
That we’ve seen twice
Their hearts embracing each other
I will tell you
The story of this king
Who died of not being able
To get to know you

Don’t leave me
Don’t leave me
Don’t leave me
Don’t leave me

We have often seen
Fire flowing again
From an ancient vulcano
That we considered to be too old
It seems like
Burned earth
Produces more wheat
Than a warm month of april
And when the night comes
And the sky is on fire
The black and the red
Won’t go together

Don’t leave me
Don’t leave me
Don’t leave me
Don’t leave me

Don’t leave me
I won’t cry anymore
I won’t speak anymore
I will hide right there
To see you
Dancing ad smiling
And to listen to you
Sing and then laugh
Let me become
The shadow of yor shadow
The shadowof you hand
The shadow of your dog

Don’t leave me
Don’t leave me
Don’t leave me
Don’t leave me

 

Translation of  ne me quitte pas by Jacques Brel

 

Long Day

Such a long day
Cloudy gray sky
Going thought my life collections
Memories of forgotten moments

Listening to a soft music
Knowing it is all over
Do not have any desire
Do not have any dream

Just waiting for the time to come
Do not to give any promise
Do not want to collect any more
Just listen to music
Knowing it is all over for me

Getting ready to get old
Review my memories
Black and white
Or the one full of color
I have enough to last me