Remembering John Lennon 40 years gone

Woman, I can hardly express,
My mixed emotion at my thoughtlessness,
After all I’m forever in your debt,

And woman, I will try to express,
My inner feelings and thankfulness,
For showing me the meaning of success,
Ooh, well, well,
Ooh, well, well,

Woman, I know you understand
The little child inside the man,
Please remember my life is in your hands,

And, woman, hold me close to your heart,
However distant don’t keep us apart,
After all it is written in the stars,
Ooh, well, well,
Ooh, well, well,

Woman, please let me explain,
I never meant to cause you sorrow or pain,
So let me tell you again and again and again,

I love you (yeah, yeah) now and forever,
I love you (yeah, yeah) now and forever,
I love you (yeah, yeah) now and forever,
I love you (yeah, yeah).



Black and gold
Two parallel lines
Never crossing each other
Going to infinity without touching

Like us
Up and down
Here and far away
Only sharing the same moon

I dream about you
Sitting next to me
I put my hand on your back
Bring it down slowly, gently

I feel like a sparrow
Flying in a valley
I can hear your breath
I can feel curve of the valley

I look at your eyes
So perfect, so beautiful
With three shade of colors
And a black line to focus

Now I move my hand
Over your arms
Going up on both sides
Until reaching the soft shoulders

Like the songs of Solomon
I like to climb the tree of life
Lay hold of its fruits
Smell the ascent of apples
Taste the wine with taste of honey

Should I
Will you let me
To be next to you
And taste the fruit of paradise
just send me a .. to say yes
then i fly towards you

7:7-13 songs of Solomon


You are so tired

Try to hid it behind your beautiful smile

So we meet again

In multiple monitors

With low resolution

So you like like that

girl With pearl earring

Do you know what I want

What to see you without learning

Want to be with you

Want to share your pain

Bound together by the others

With little control of our own

So we meet again my love

Just as snow started to fall

So we meet again

Come and join me to share your pain

You’re the reason I am

Come and join me now

Come and sit with me



Over the moon, under the stars
Feel them surrounding me
The moonlight is gone
Fading at dawn, troubles too

Dimness sustains, oh, the regret
I could be lost to you, lost in thought
Sending a kiss back to the sky

So has my world become run out of breath
I’m not the only one to lose a lover
Where did you go? 
You have gone home

What do I do with the void in your shape?
Leaving me breakable, 
a drop and I break
What do I do with half of myself?

And then when stars align 
with some kind of peace
I could be loved by you, either way
Where did you go? 
You have gone home

And then when stars align 
with some kind of peace
I know I’m loved by you, either way
Where did you go? 
You have gone home

And then when stars align 
with some kind of peace
I know I’m loved by you, either way
Where did you go? 
You have gone home

From https://youtu.be/SwX4b8ohI5o


I wish I were your mirror
so that you always looked at me.

I wish I were your garment
so that you would always wear me.

I wish I were the water that washes your body.
so that I will surround you.

I wish I were the sun in the sky,
so that I could cover you.

And the band around your breasts,
and the beads around your neck
So that I can be with you.



I am dreaming
Not sure which one she will choose

i pick her
late in afternoon
we go to a resurant by the lake
talk and talk
then i drop her off
early in the evening

i pick her
early in afternoon
we drive to our place
at the lake
i will ask her
she says not now
i drive her back
in the evening

my color of love
the one i dream often
i pick her
we talk and talk
we drive to the spa north
we turn the fireplace on
we sat and talk
we eat and talk
we talk about love
i drop her off next day
after lunch


Apple is telling me to change my password
I can not
It does not know
That is the only thing in the word

Connect me to my lost love
I gave it to her to find me
Know where I am
And see me in the park while crying

I know she has forgotten it
It has been a long time
Was ages ago
And she was running in the rain to see me

Lost in my ages
Listing to mage jange
Knowing I have lost her

She will not come back
She does not need my password
She does not have an iPhone anymore
She has given the totoro to zaraf

Why did she leave me
Why I lost her
Why I am here
Why I want to see here

After she left me
I lost my balance
Could not walk straight
Will go to left instead of right

It took a month
To teach myself
How to walk

One month

One month
One month passed
Now I am older
I wake up and check WhatsApp
No new entry

Frozen to one month past
Like other times
I can not write
And ask for her hand
The web call it harassment

I still dream of yellow stickies
Cold wind
Warm hands
Beautiful eyes

Will she come back

Let me

Let me see you

Let me feel you

Let me taste and

Let me be one with you

Let me the gold

To mend you

Let me

Let you

Let me be me

Let you be you

Let me

Let you

Love you

As I do you


On a plane in a dream I saw you
You were beautiful
A girl in a dress I could imagine through
And the colors that surround you
Like neon on the avenue
The people all around you were dust in my eyes

And I wanted to believe you
That you do not want anymore
The truth that I could see through
But I never got between you and the ghost in your mind

Yeah, the ghost in your mind.
It’s there in your eyes
There in your voice
But you’re far away
You’re far away

It’s there in your eyes
There on your face
But you’re far away
Far away
On a day like today I remember
How beautiful you could be to me
And the colors that…

PS: can you be mine again?