123 days

What is 123 days of knowing
The taste of honey

What is 17 weeks of waiting
For you to come back so I can hear your voice

What is 2952 hours of remembering
Your beautiful eyes

What is 10,627,200 seconds of thinking
About the dancing when I am awake

Happy anniversary
And should I be looking forward
For five days full of joy
With the forth prime number
Merged with waves and waves

I promise to be your anchor
I promise you to be love of my life
I promise – – you forever

 

I thought

Read your message
What ever you say
You are right

I just love you
Unconditional
Just love you

Please love me
——
You are my air
You are the white clouds
That I want to float in them
Every morning

You came into my life
As a sun
Bright
Beautiful
Full of joy

How could have not merge
With the warm colorful lights

You have given me hopes
You have given me love
You have given me joy
With no conditions

I still love you
I love you so much
Love me
Stay with me
Let’s build our paradise together

——-

I thought love will last forever
I was wrong

I thought love is independent of life
I was wrong

I thought love is by itself source of being
I was wrong

I thought love is above wants and needs
I was wrong

I thought I told you that
I might not be able to do
what you want

But you should know
That I always love you
That I always think about you
Always

Wanting

Wanting

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White and blue 

Wanting her more and more
Month by month
Day by day
Hours by hours
Breathe by breathe

To get to near her
Flying over clouds
White over white
Blue and white
And I am dreaming of
white and white
No blue or creamy brown

Flying over clouds
Getting nearer to her
Minute by minute
Will she see me the next Monday
Will she touch me the next Monday
Leonard says yes she will

Reading the old book
I can see seagulls on the wing
I can feel the white tiger
I can touch the valleys
I can see the stars

In my virtual world of past
She turns and turns
In my never ending loop
Saying the unfinished word

The Blue and White
Covered all the beauty
And is coming from Spain

She is so beautiful
She is so beautiful
She will be mine
She will be mine
Leonard says may be

Wanting her more and more
Month by month
Day by day
Hours by hours
Breathe by breathe
Leonard says oh yes

He says
Love her
Cherish her
Pray to her
Worship her
Inhale her
Then she might come

Needing her more and more
Month by month
Day by day
Hours by hours
Breathe by breathe
Leonard says may be

November

Thanks for sharing
About you and other

We are in the black and white world
Of our own
Independent of our love

I only want to know all about you
Not you and other

You are my love
You are my air
Let me inhale you softly
Let me hold you tight

—–

Eleventh month of the year
Three days in heaven
Wave after wave
Friday, Saturday and Sunday

Remember I love you so much

Day and night
Night and day

On this small blue dot in the vast cosmos
You are my blue,
And my white

You are my love
Forever

I am yours

I am yours.
I am yours as the stars
belong to the sky
and I am yours as
the rivers belong
to the sea.

I am yours as the tears
belong to your eyes
and I am yours
as your lungs belong
to the pattern in which
you breath.

C. Poindexter
Torang

Love

I love you so much
It is not describable
Any time I think about you
My body is filled with joy
My hand search for blue and white
In my virtual world

I love you so much
That what ever you say or do
Has no effect
I only see them as characters
Written by you
For me
Nothing else
If it is negative I see them with NOT in front
If it is positive
I get filled by joy

I love you so much
That every day that
I do not see you
I do not touch you
I do not talk with you
I feel at lost
I want to drop everything
And come and hold you
Very tight

Please love me
But do not do anything that create pain for you

I am here for you now
Yesterday
Last few years
And tomorrow
And future to come

I want to take risk
Because that might be the only way
To have you
To Be mine

Sad

My beautiful love
I came home early and slept
Now I wake up and see I made you worry

I love you more than my life
I will never ignore you
I can not

There are times that you feel sad for no reason if you are just doing nothing.

Being sad is the absent of happiness.

You feel sad when you are alone.
You can’t make yourself happy by your own.

You can’t seek happiness within yourself.

But remember I am here
I am far but thinking about you every second

My love
Be strong