Now

Life is so beautiful
Standing in the balcony
Looking at two shade of pink
Knowing that the J’s are in Harmony with U’s

Oh I can not believe
How beautiful she is
Like an angel descended to earth
Like a flower blossomed in a mist air

I can see the lines
I can see the curves
I can see the nice color covering each nail
I can my two dots but not the third one

I want her more than air
I want her look with half closed eyes
I want to hear the 92 tune
I want to hold her now

Goal

IMG_0747Two blue lines
Covering the white valley
Merging together
Then split into two lines again
Holding my precious magnolias

Just to make sure
She is not upset
I told her
Have a 6 months goal
To be on your own
Not with me

If you turn into different flower
You are still beautiful

Chasing Cars

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We’ll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don’t need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world?

I don’t quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They’re not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world?

Forget what we’re told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden
That’s bursting into life

Let’s waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world?

Forget what we’re told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden
That’s bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes
They’re all I can see

I don’t know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things
Will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world?

Written by Nathan Connolly, Gary Lightbody, Jonathan Quinn, Tom Simpson, Paul Wilson • Copyright © Universal Music Publishing Group

Would you?
Thanks – I would hold you forever my beautiful love

Boat

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My beautiful love
Listening to the same song
Just look outside
Clouds of white and orange
Are gather
To welcome you to a new day

Remember what you promised me
Like a water lily
Surrounded by dead leafs
Break apart from them
And join the the Endless river of love

I just bought a boat
So you can get out of the dark water
Surrounding your beautiful body
And sleep in my arms
For a long long time

Then we can sail to new water
And be together for ever
I will watch you draw
I will watch you laugh
And sing me your 92 tune

Endless River

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In an island
far away from the empty sounds
far away from mundane day to day work
I see shadow of you
standing behind the glass
in the future, white and blue

In an island
far away from our commitments
where our only companion are lonely crows
that contain us within their discrete sounds
I see us covered in the white clouds
without any intruding feathers in the future

We’ll do it all
everything
on our own
without waiting for the moon and sun to align

We don’t need
anything
or anyone
to join in our dace to the end of time

If I dream here
If I just dream that you are here with me
would dream with me and just forget the world?

I don’t quite know
how to say
how I feel

Those three words
are said too much
they’re not enough

If I close my eyes here
If I just close my eyes here
would you close your eyes with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we’re told
before we get too old
show me a garden that’s bursting into life
I want to touch those beautiful magnolias

I want to merge within the waterfall

I need your beautiful eyes
to remind me
to find my path forward

If I touch here
If I just touch here
would you touch me once and just forget the world?

Forget what we’re told
before we get too old
show me a garden that’s bursting into life

All that I am
all that I ever was
is here in your perfect eyes, they’re all I can see

I don’t know where
confused about how as well
just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
if I just lay here
would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Yahya +
Chasing Cars +
Snow Patrol
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Love

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i was dead
i came alive
i was tears
i became laughter

all because of love
when it arrived
my temporal life
from then on
changed to eternal

love said to me
you are not
crazy enough
you don’t
fit this house

i went and
became crazy
crazy enough
to be in chains

love said
you are not
intoxicated enough
you don’t
fit the group

i went and
got drunk
drunk enough
to overflow
with light-headedness

love said
you are still
too clever
filled with
imagination and skepticism

i went and
became gullible
and in fright
pulled away
from it all

love said
you are a candle
attracting everyone
gathering every one
around you

i am no more
a candle spreading light
i gather no more crowds
and like smoke
i am all scattered now

love said
you are a teacher
you are a head
and for everyone
you are a leader

i am no more
not a teacher
not a leader
just a servant
to your wishes

love said
you already have
your own wings
i will not give you
more feathers

and then my heart
pulled itself apart
and filled to the brim
with a new light
overflowed with fresh life

now even the heavens
are thankful that
because of love
i have become
the giver of light

My love

Do you remember my name

Do you remember my name,
my dear love,
my beautiful angel.

A dear friend once told me
We’re born alone,
We die alone.
Only through love and friendship
Can we create the illusion for the moments that we’re not alone.

Do you remember my name,
my dear love,
my beautiful angel.

I am not not built for this separation.
All I do know is..
When I close my eyes, it is you who I see.
When I go to sleep,
It is you I feel curled next to me.

So,
it is sad today and all I can think is you
Listening to the endless river and
I miss you.

Summary

In summary

This is what I wanted to tell you as a metaphor is was my straggle with my self about to be with you.

To have you all for myself and not share you with anyone – I mean really anyone 🙂

 

On one hand
I want you more than one wants the air to breathe. I would gladly die before not be able to see you.

On the other hand I am older than you (seventh prime number years to be exact) and have lots of health issues and do not want to rescue you from a dungeon you are in now to a keep you in a golden cage and take away your wings to fly.

I do not want to destroy the beautiful life you have created for the ones you love so much.

So that is what I wanted to tell you but failed to describe it in metaphors- not a good poet.

I do not want you to change anything – you are my physical and virtual love- I love you more until the day comes that we can be together. So be my beautiful love for a long long time.

Perhaps Rumi does a much better job

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My heart is burning with love
All can see this flame
My heart is pulsing with passion
like waves on an ocean
my friends have become strangers
and I’m surrounded by enemies
But I’m free as the wind
no longer hurt by those who reproach me

I’m at home wherever I am
And in the room of lovers
I can see with closed eyes
the beauty that dances

Behind the veils
intoxicated with love
I too dance the rhythm of this moving world
I have lost my senses in my world of lovers

 

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Prime Number

Now next question
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Numbers are magical, integers and prime number are the window to the magic created by our thought but they are the only thing that is truly universal facts.

Definition of a prime number is the number that is divisible only by one. Integer One is not included.

So
First prime number is 2
Second prime number is 3
Third prime number is 5
Forth prime number is 7
Fifth prime number is 11

Now you know two things

Definition of 5th prime is 11

Secondly

I think the number one contains the meaning of universe so that is why
– I want to be one with you and
– you are the one for me forever.

You are not prime but you define what prime can be.